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FICTION

I still can't forget you
I still can't trust everything
Even today I can't send you away like this
I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, that start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit
I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong
I can't leave your sweet presence
There is no such thing as an end for us
Like this again (fiction in fiction)
I can't forget you (fiction in fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart
I will hold on to you (fiction in fiction)
I wan't let you go (fiction in fiction)
Even today, I'm in the story of you and I that hasn't ended still, in fiction
Right now, there are only happy stories here
The very happy stories of just the two of us (different from reality)
Is written here, it's slowly filling up
I run towards you and embrace you
I can't never let you go from my embrace
There is no such thing as an end for us
I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I'm believing like that
But Fiction
I'm the writer who lost his purpose
The end of this novel, how am I suppoused to write it
(My Own Fiction)
I love you, I love you, I love you
I keep writing these 3 words
(Everything is Fiction) setting the warn out pen on the old stained in tears
(Everything is Fiction) this story can't be happy or sad
Right now I'm writing such a happy story
But it is all just a wish still
I'm happy (Fiction in Fiction)
We are together (Fiction in Fiction)
Now is the start (Fiction in Fiction)
There is no end (Fiction in Fiction)

By BEAST~~^^ (lyric)

MIDNIGHT (Night I count the stars)

How are you? Do you think of me from time to time?
In this long night, I close my eyes again
I think of you, I can't sleep, this is how I'm doing
The night is especially longer tonight, this is night without you
I'm regretting that day I let you go
Continously muted and slowly forgotten
That is how you will be one day
This night I can't fall asleep in so sad tonight
This night I can't spend with you
In the midnight, a midnight
The midnight I can't sleep from my thoughts of you
This night that found me again so sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight, a midnight
This midnight I can't fall asleep without you
You found me faster than the time I take to blink
The love that left me, dear you can't do this to me
Enough, it's enough, stop hurting me
This night I call pathetic never seems to end
Even though I don't want to bring up past stories
But I must have really liked you
Continously remembered and slowly yearning
As more time elapses
The little star twinkling above, comfort me
Tonight is the night where everything collapses with no where else the rest
That little star twinkling above, comfort me collapsing without anywhere to rest
The night I count the stars, the night that slowly transforms because of the changing seasons
However, this night is still the night I still can't seem to fall asleep in sleep

By BEAST~~ ^.^ (lyric)

SHOCK

Every day I just can't control
Every night the loneliness is my love
Can't breathe, my body's getting stiff like an ice
Hey dear, stay here, I'm going blind
No way losing my way, why are you drifting away?
I don't want to get hurt, but what will we do with my love struck heart?
I don't hear anything
I don't see anything
ever since you've left
Everything stopped, and now it's over and my existence is fading away
Even I close my eyes, you're still fading away from my memories
Every day I shock, every night I shock
I'm sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock, every night I shock
Because of you I can't focus on anything else
Come to me, tonight's so crazy
Come back to me, I'm waiting for you, tonight's so crazy
I don't think I can ever wake up from my shock
Once I wake up, you're not by my side
Now you're laughing like a lunatic
I'm struggling everyday againts the clashing waves of loneliness
I can't forget you for the rest of my life
If I knew it would be like this I would have held you back
Then it wouldn't have been so hard
Even I try to embrace you once more I can't, cause I can't even move a single finger
It's hard to breathe and my heart is hurt
The more I think about you
The longer I idle while sitting down and I can't get anything done
Every night in my dream
I can't hear your voice
So, where are you?
If you're happy to be away from my side
Then I will try to hold in my tears for you
 
By BEAST~~ ^.^ (lyric)

Jangan Ada Lagi

Ijinkan aku pergi
dan tak kembali
Ijinkan aku lari
dan tak berhenti
Meninggalkan semua kenangan
yang ingin kulupakan
karena terlalu menyakitkan
Masa lalu pahit itu
Semua tentang kamu
Juga sosok sepertimu
Jangan ada lagi
Karena hati ini
Berhenti...
Sampai disini

Siapa Dirimu?

Kau pikir siapa dirimu?
Sudah berarti untukku?
Bagiku kau bukan siapa-siapa
Hanya seseorang yang lewat dalam hidupku
Tak berarti apa-apa
Jadi jika ingin menghilang dariku
Lakukan saja!
Jika ingin melupakanku
Aku akan tetap baik-baik saja
Tak akan ada air mata yang jatuh
Tak akan ada sumpah serapah
Tak akan ada kata-kata memohon
Agar kau tetap tinggal
Memang, Siapa dirimu?

BREATH

Let me talk about my...
At your cold back turned away from me, it's like time just froze for a second
In my white, blank mind, I need to hold on to you, no I need to send you away
Living on forgetting you, crying because I couldn't forget you
They say I should just leave it to be, I'm not too sure myself
I want to forget, if you turn away from me I don't want to hold on to you again
Words from you telling me to think about this over and over again
I don't want to ponder over that anymore, now I want to throw you away
Don't go, don't leave me, thinking many times over again
I think it will be hard for me to forget
I don't think I can forget you
I can't take my breath
As time passes by, as more time passes by
No longer I can't hold my breath
As more time trickles by, my breath starts to suffocate me, my breath
Breath in, breath out
I want to erase, there is no longer a space for you, no place for you return
If you come closer to me, I think I will go further away from you
Can you move out of the way now? I want to throw you away
Stop, don't try to turn back, thinking many times over again
I think it will be really bad to erase you, I will really so crazy
I don't know
Yes or no the night with lights asleep, the room with light turned of, my tangled up toughts of you
Doesn't untangle, what do I have to blame to make myself feel a liitle bit better?
Was this deep love a sin? They say I should just leave it to be, Huh... I'm not too sure my self 


By BEAST (lyric)